what would it be like to have a pointless existence? how long could you bear to know it.... or could you change that fact for yourself.... if you could then why dont people do that, maybe its really hard or something, probably i cant say! god is merrill-lee deepening this rut for herself on purpose? it almost seems as so, the longer it goes the harder it is to light a fire under her ass so maybe we should all just never talk to her for a while... because she really doesnt matter to many peoples lives at this point except to give us weird images of christian cumming for her... he's is so unfortunate, i would like, never go to school again if that happened to me, like rape you know.... i dont want anyone to ever know... god it almost sexually frustrates me more, but im just stupid and easily sexually frustrated anyway so im just being an fat idiot... just ignore her now, just ignore everyone, everything, anywhere but there, shit its still fun to laugh at her though even it doesnt penetrate her iron clad starboard bow, but at least i can be an asshole some of the time, i have to let it out periodically or else i'll get reckless... GAH i dont need to think of this now... i should work on my poop project but its only fun with others.... and i need some more blue nail polish currently... stupid challenge i never knew you, ill just show everyone up by going to an out-of-district school! i dont want to go to high-school, its stupid and im scared it will kill my educational drive by overwhelming me with dreary work that i dont enjoy... do what makes you happy, ok... fuck you chalie leaving.... only person who knew who Wesley Willis was without me telling them... god one day they will all learn humility or something... i hope for their souls because it is all they will have....